2020-09-22 – Simple Simon

we call the guy simple
like it’s a bad
thing,

then buzz off to populate
and over-conjugate
pretentious
phrases,

and maybe strangulate
the feel from any
real feeling,

before it breaches
surface from the
depths of any
bottom,

call me simple simon?
it would be a lie,

but that simple guy
offers me a fresh
tissue each
time

i sneeze
or cry,

even after i’ve ripped out
another fistful of
scalp over
the why..

++++

so, thank you
simple guy

Woe S. Meaman

*poem loosely based on an ugly truth from youth. A friend and I would oft see a well-groomed man with down syndrome on our daily bus to school. I knew this man from my street and was aware he headed off to work placement he was pleased with (from our random, neighbourly chit-chats) This chap was courteous to others on the bus, often giving up his seat with enthusiasm over the chance to be a bit of help.

My buddy would mercilessly let slide, snide little side comments about the guy ever squeaking from his tight lipped smirk. Hardly the pinnacle of virtue at that age, i become fed up on one day, during one ride and said to ‘friend’,

“Wow, look at we…bench hogging over-fed, under-worked drop-outs, stinking of lazy lays and pot.. mawkish of the person too content with who he is and where he’s headed to notice we exist’. Then i yanked the string and stumbled off the bus just a few breaths before getting seasick.

drifting back to those bus stops still leaves me
queasy and doubting that i learned
a thing from it.

..it’s complicated.

actual footage of the bus depicted in the story above. 😉

2020-09-08 – Arctic Spark

i sense only absence when
you find me on another
night’s pale
breath,

midst the moments where
existence reaches
beyond the
binds

of doubt’s
resistance,

i’m a glacier-
chipped
apart

and i’d be nothing, had i
not hard fallen for
your arctic
dark,

for i’d never have known
i need the void to
spot a decent
spark,

++++

please do scratch your next
match ‘gainst
my heart.

Grumpy Gorman
igram: 
https://www.instagram.com/grumpygorman/?hl=

..it’s but the start.

2020-09-07 – For Deeper Sleep

call it ‘promiscuity’ or the
sea of band-aids

peeling from same
musty mattress

midst the whiffs of
spoiling soul,

it’s grown easy to,
so they brand
you ‘easy’,

but don’t wear
a word as
truth

stilted monogamy
can numb your
nerve too,

++++

so go rest that
spinning
head

on any cloud that
offers deeper
sleep to
you.

Grumpy Gorman
igram: 
https://www.instagram.com/grumpygorman/?hl=

image adapted from art by m.favim.com at – https://www.pinterest.ca/pin/418764465338784980/