point not as
i fail,

no such beast treks
th
ese woods

since autumn laid
its smell
,

hear not as
i tell

like i’ve never
lived the
tale,

trapper without
map

back to safety net’s
missing mesh,

beast now roams
off grid,

unplug to watch
eyes dim

like stars
through drowsy slits.

hope turned
away
,

and in blinded
eyes

the sunlight
hid
,

as if to shun our wants
for warmth
,

until the day she’d gaze
our way again

to grant us her wealth
of attention.

lately i sleep with my
ear to the sea

to perceive what’s
below,

do i hear
a faint echo?

like my own softened
voice

bubbling up from
the floor,

your deep water
whispers

leave me dreaming
of more.

the colours of my fantasy
bleed through the movie screens
then run blue and bruised down my cheeks
like the storm that wouldn’t ease
to let me catch my breath
i’m sick from chasing sleep
through maze’s hall of ghosts
i say hello then turn my back
to walls, then i turn back
in time to watch the colours splash

fantasy, relief from what reality says
helps me see something
other than
what
is.