slow displacing
weight,

years
pooled at my feet,

afloat atop the
puddle-

a grey teardrop
in heat,

on the cusp of
clearing
up,

chiseled
from clay sleep..

or
grief

of farewell worth
forgiving,

heart in hand,
while never knowing.

on day’s front page
i read of
hate

then had a sip
of tea
,

so frantically,
i scrubbed both eyes

as ink poured down
my cheeks

forming two black hearts,
inches apart,

i pray you don’t
think me
weak.

often, late
at night

i wait for you in
the corner of
my bed

as though you’ll
show

and guide me
by the hand

over to an open
window

to stare down
the moon together,

although i know
better.