no one knows like
quiet holds

the codes to crystal
eden
,

drawn closer than
once taught

through fractured
slogans

that left child no
space to
feel.

looking up
paint drips from the brush
onto my lips, the cool tones soothe
amending mood, i swallow dust
and pry my eyes still
caked with rust
..

of sleep yet on my tongue
lips now numb from
colour lust
,

looking up, who do i trust?
the one with his hand on the brush?

the colours of my fantasy
bleed through the movie screens
then run blue and bruised down my cheeks
like the storm that wouldn’t ease
to let me catch my breath
i’m sick from chasing sleep
through maze’s hall of ghosts
i say hello then turn my back
to walls, then i turn back
in time to watch the colours splash

fantasy, relief from what reality says
helps me see something
other than
what
is.

trippin’ on lofi sea vibes
ear down in high tide
fresh and salt and weed and fish
swim in and nest in ocean’s kiss
lips spared the scorch
of sun’s blue torch
in tropic swell, the seabirds swirl
while i drown so chill
so well i soothe my little girl
splashing heels in rolling surf

can’t help but smile the clouds
from this day

that shall not fade
for aches and
greys

break down, on a side road
every lane’s closed
my head rests in my hands
dreaming at the wheel
i forget what brought me here
feet pressed through the floor
to feel sand on my toes
grounded but still high
where am i in between
vast cosmos and the sea?
wash me back to shore
can’t see the road no more

so i breathe, like it’s my first
so damn alive it hurts
but they’re just words