drool bubble bursts

brain drained
by thirst,

more trouble
talk,

a loaded
queue,

no break in
sight

my bottle
sweats,

split-shift
tonight,

i crawl with
time.

called my tale
a lie

as shadows
of characters gushed

of flourishing
years

in star stuffed
yards

weeded once upon
a time
,

but now lawn
yellows

like smiles that know they’re
all for show.

another curbside
pickup-

old frames missing
glass,

photographs as if they
could be crawled
into to
die
..

glaring from the
other side

at an exiled
sofa

that did not withstand the
burn marks of
our kind.

looking up
paint drips from the brush
onto my lips, the cool tones soothe
amending mood, i swallow dust
and pry my eyes still
caked with rust
..

of sleep yet on my tongue
lips now numb from
colour lust
,

looking up, who do i trust?
the one with his hand on the brush?

under mustard sky
we cover
lungs

to guard the heart from
harsh fire
winds

while fear blows warm
on desert grass

praying that the
rage won’t
last
,

sparing souls
restless and trapped.

*praying for the safety and of all impacted by the wildfires currently flanking my home city.

conjuring pink magic
with friends in an abandoned attic
contact the past to forgive
what can’t be changed
to suit the
present
,

fingers perched on board in tandem
shouldn’t play but we’re
bewitched

by the promise, by the quest,
four moved to seek
by unrest.

tonight’s moonlight drips
like eye drops
from sky
gods

glazing thick and
milky

rolling highlight reels
of memories

that no longer
comfort
me

though i watch with humility
to what runs
like
..

someone else’s
story

go tame” they order
with finger on
the taser

gritting teeth like nothing
will satisfy

like a flesh wound bite
to their threat
to peace

and freedom space
of a beast with
a taste for
the wild.

the colours of my fantasy
bleed through the movie screens
then run blue and bruised down my cheeks
like the storm that wouldn’t ease
to let me catch my breath
i’m sick from chasing sleep
through maze’s hall of ghosts
i say hello then turn my back
to walls, then i turn back
in time to watch the colours splash

fantasy, relief from what reality says
helps me see something
other than
what
is.