rusted spoon upon
the counter
,

mother moon,
don’t judge me now,

for the spoiled taste
in my mouth
..

from caffeine in
sweetened
cream,

behind dissolving
smoke screen.

not quite a creature
in flight

but high enough, though
skin don’t
itch
..

my work shirt’s
tight,

a spritz of deep sea
in these
veins

to dilute this
miscast
hate,

cloud dancer..
bring the
rain.

you ordered me to
suck it in

and tuck the rest
away,

asking me to hide
again,

as to not be in
the way,

but i’m less meek
than before,

i’ll just shut this door,
then jam the
lock..

and eat the
key,

i’m starved for
more,

and sick from
talk,

please leave
me be.

i shook the bar flies
from my hair,

and scorched
holes

through tales i hadn’t
shared

in swarm gone wild that
would not
dare

subdue their
buzz..

..because.

it was music for
reflection

on a stroll back
home

that lead me to
the trees
,

i swear they arched
a little closer

to make sure i was
breathing,

at once, i felt both
held and seen

standing lone and barefoot
in the street
.

an aged wood bench
painted
white,

right beside
a no trespassing sign,

can still spot graffiti
lines,

though can’t quite make out
what they read,

behold youth bursting
to be free.

fractured from the
pressure,

i’ve wanted it
too much,

time with you
was the good dream,

you knew just when
to leave

but taught me to
stop running.