we spilled
about dead parents

till they joined the
conversation,

at a table varnished to
cast reflections
..

appearing more like shadows
of photos

by time’s candle
dimming.

it’s no wonder
i avoid,

so consumed by
city noises,

the hollow crunch
of beer
cans
,

dank streets lined
with heat
lamps

leaving me fake
tanned,

while what i seek’s
a whispered
breeze

to ferry me
to sleep.

not quite a creature
in flight

but high enough, though
skin don’t
itch
..

my work shirt’s
tight,

a spritz of deep sea
in these
veins

to dilute this
miscast
hate,

cloud dancer..
bring the
rain.

you ordered me to
suck it in

and tuck the rest
away,

asking me to hide
again,

as to not be in
the way,

but i’m less meek
than before,

i’ll just shut this door,
then jam the
lock..

and eat the
key,

i’m starved for
more,

and sick from
talk,

please leave
me be.

i shook the bar flies
from my hair,

and scorched
holes

through tales i hadn’t
shared

in swarm gone wild that
would not
dare

subdue their
buzz..

..because.

like hail on a
holiday

chase me beneath
covers

where no one knows
i melt like
snow

on tongues of
the stale,

glass eyed
and upward staring,

from the depths
of bed,

in a room with
no ceiling.