i aim a cracked
camera

at streets that won’t
stop moving
,

on a day that crawls
down my neck

like a parade
of city
pests,

i aim my cracked
camera

in the hopes that
no one sees

my vain attempt with
shy contempt

to frame this washed
out scene.

no questioning where
lost time
went,

each step marked in
liquid cement,

a breath like ash
upon life’s
page
,

the voice that can’t
conceal its
age.

atop a carved up
table on the
balcony

leans my lone
potted
plant

and i watch memories
weave between
its leaves

as though they
were live,

as we’re frozen
in time.

fate came
clawing

yet he evaded
its grasp

with a faith more moving than
the words chosen to
describe it,

while beneath skies that rolled
like jewel lined
meadows

he glanced up to find
remnants of
you

in that
never-ending blue.