must we talk this
through the
roof
..

hangs heaven ready
to cave in
..

my brain’s not to
be trusted
true

the heart’s become
the only
part

worth shielding midst
collapse

still beating
though much slower

in this taped off
house of
rats.

you ‘finger traced’
my chest,

i took it all
back,

you solved
the lie,

i couldn’t
cry
,

but tried to keep
flying
,

we tumbled through
clouds

into pleasure’s
salivating
mouth.

a humble heap
of leaves,

shaken from home
tree,

some appear nearly
alive,

others bake like bones
of summer,

stripped of pigment
but still
magic,

in tragic but
forgiving
light.

an early morning
moving truck,

mother’s lip stained
coffee cup,

her majesty-
tobacco
queen,

a muffled sigh
in flannel
sleeve,

ledge littered with
fall’s blood
drained
leaves.

last caged bird
of memory
flees.

no leaf like
the next,

restless children
of fall-

scattered and
vibrant
,

in play or
at rest,

tiny toes flatten
grass,

eyes drift like
clouds

through dream
filled skies,

when grown weary,
we cozy
inside,

no leaf like
the next,

autumn ache
floods my
chest.