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looked like
a sure
bet..

it was rigged
from the
start,

to teach me there’s
no healthy
use for
regret,

never will get the
chance
back

to count my
chips
..

to lose my
head,

in such blind
lack of
of

self
respect.

tried to tell
you

but white lies
found a
way
out

of
mouth,

greasy mouth..

creator of reasons
not to believe
..

i’ve changed
now
..

it’s true,

so, trust me when
i warn you
not
to.

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i’d parade you in
every glamor
bowl

but know vanity
takes its
toll
..

check my trophy’s
collectin’
dust,

turned that golden
face towards
the wall

to hide signs
of rust
,

but caught
its..

reflection and
bawled.

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chrysalis has
thinned
..

a skin or
two

thrust half
formed

wings from
torpor

sprung to
flight

on starless
eve..

radar scoping out
frontiers.

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a word and
tone

screwed into
bones

drilling too
deep

for whispers
so cold.

a shrug on dark side
of the phone
..

hello??

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i spy..

cars as big
as flies-

a swarming sea
of buggy
eyes

and I’ve but one
reply-

SHOO!

and to no real
surprise..

these days, my texts
get few replies,

and i can’t
blame
you.

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i notice birds,
and..

their
absence –

on spring damp
branch

for
my lone
convenience?

though i do thank
them..

in most humble,
manner-

some appear
bashful..

and i’d hate to
over flatter.